路過.

如果有一天 你說愛我 我會告訴你 我在等你

如果有一天 你離開我 我不會留你 我知道你有你的理由

如果有一天 我們擦肩而過 我會停住腳步 凝視你遠去的背影 告訴自己那個人我曾經愛過

你需要我 我在

你不需要我 我滾開

我不卑微 只是堅信 這是我存在的價值

我曾路過你的心 不是我不想停留 而是你不肯收留

I'm a loner

歡笑聲 歡呼聲

炒熱氣氛 心卻很冷

聚光燈 是種蒙恩

我卻不能 喊等一等

我真佩服我 還能幽默

掉眼淚時 用笑掩過

怕人看破 顧慮好多

不談寂寞 我們就都快活

我不唱聲嘶力竭的情歌

不表示沒有心碎的時刻

我不曾攤開傷口任宰割

癒合 就無人曉得 我內心挫折

活像個孤獨患者 自我拉扯

外向的孤獨患者 有何不可

笑越大聲 越是殘忍

擠滿體溫 室溫更冷

萬一關燈 空虛擾人

我卻不能 喊等一等

你說你愛我 卻一直說

說我不該 窩在角落

策劃逃脫 這也有錯

連我脆弱 的權利都掠奪

我不唱聲嘶力竭的情歌

不表示沒有心碎的時刻

我不曾攤開傷口任宰割

癒合 就無人曉得 我內心挫折

活像個孤獨患者 自我拉扯

外向的孤獨患者 有何不可

我不要聲嘶力竭的情歌

來提示我需要你的時刻

表面鎮定並不是保護色

反而 是要你懂得 我不知為何

活像個孤獨患者 自我拉扯

外向的孤獨患者 需要認可...

Friday night.

I'm back. It is funny that I've the mood to update my blog tonight.

Wasn't it easy running wild till I fall asleep...

But why am I here.

It's because of life.

My 18th life , uni life, busy life, making me lose myself from all of them.

I've try hard to enjoy it, experience it, learn it, satisfy it.

Yea, I really do.

Happy and cherish moments when I'd spent my time with my family & friends.

Travelling has become part of my life.

Those remarkable things & days still have the ability and power calling my tears fall in the middle of night.

I know,

It is the tear of missing, happiness and appreciation..

Those oldies always said : No gain No pain

I always marks it inside my heart.

I know everything, I know every life quotes.

and yea, believe me.

I'm just KNEW them & UNDERSTAND them.

But why, why I didn't get used in my life.

Why the h I mood-less right now

Why the h I'm doing shit now

Think twice wasn't good for me, cos I'm the type of girl like to think too much.

Doing day dreams and mindless thinking are my favourite.

Slap me please

Or it's better to advise me not to think even once, do whatever I like.

Yea, Better.

So, ease my mind and heart

There is an evil living on my mind.

I can't fight with him I can't win him.

I'm losing always, always..

I'm not happy today

There's a story about a girl.

一切都是我太过娇纵 以为你会懂

一直忘了说 我有多感动。

Sky of Love ♥

Random post ;;

Hi bloggie It's me, ur owner again. hehe :]

I used to sleep earlier today but ended up with insomnia.

(T.T)*CryLoud* Should blame on me, always sleep around3-4am.

I'd finished enjoy my sem break and the sem2 is about to start.

I don't want :(

Started imagine that tons of works, assignments,tests & presentations are going to stress me out like crazy.

SIGHHHH & IDL the sistem of my uni. It's so messy&lousy on every departments.

But hais/suanleba, not to comment so detail at here. Those things will just piss people off.

Back to topic. Hmm What to post today?

Hehe Just post some oldphotos randomly..

A Fast5 day with my bestiessss :)

supper at Theobroma Chocolate Lounge

The Mini-hotchocolate drinks.

The choco-fruits.Yummy(Y)

=)

=]

Buddies <:)

this was ugly i know,but then we've no more photo on that day, terpaksa laa* :]

A joyful day with them :]

Though we were sitting the first row :/

Last with a super dull sleepy face :[

It's all because the movie show on the midnight and I was the driver of the day.

I'm timid & scare after that day.

I swear I won't drive during the night time again :[

Alright, here to end my post.

Byebye, sleep tight everyone! :)

Xinyuuuuu;;;;

LongTimeNoSee =)

Hello my bloggie :B

Hmm, what to say?

I knew I've neglected u such a long long time*(years) ?

Hahaa anyway, IDK why I feel like blogging tonight.

Well my sista's birthday party just end right now.

Am here to wish her

Happy Birthday

to u

my beloved Sistaa

<3

Hmmm Stil hesitating what to type lol

I keep looking at my photo album and recalled lots of memories

that I'd with my Family&Friends.

So just post some photos and write some words at here <:)

a sunny day at Titiwangsa

Funny poseeeeer

Mcm yeeesss :]

=)

Mcm yeees :]

Release birds & Pray for luck

Alright, I feel sleepy now.

Time for me to sleep with a little drunk.

Night worlds :)

Xinyuuuu:;;

我是一條沒有人養的魚

*Picture delete*

wondering..

nth happen before..

Everything happen for a reason...

I am tired...

I am so tired...

I din't having a meal today ..even a meal.. Breakfast,lunch,dinner

And now already turn night..

I only drink the sweet juice

I naively think that "Sweet can let one forget all the bitter-sour assssholething" then i will feel much better..

It's all bullshit

I'm fever, I din't let u know..

I'm cough I'm flu , I din't let u know..

My legs start pain... I din't let u know...

The attack of Asthma coming on me again..

I din't let u know...

I'm difficulty in breathing everytime..

Do u know...

Ironically, I stil believe that the blood is thicker than water..

I am a Stupid .... right...

Yes.... I'm..

My assumption is really ridiculous

frm ur useless-brainless-pointless-hopeless daughter

记得 我爱过..

记得当时谁路过 秒针忽然停顿过
气温湿度曾骤变太多
记忆不停重叠过
你的表情提示过 爱的可能是我


想法很乱 幻觉太多
疑虑很大 直到说不清楚
心算太慢 但仍然算错
找对人偏错过。


直到开始想喜欢我 直到终于不喜欢我
直到碰上一个逃避一个 追不上躲不过。

想法太乱 直觉对么
疑虑很大 直到爱不清楚
当这世上全怀疑我错
总有人相信我。

直到开始找不到我 直到终于不想找我
直到你擦身过才认得我
彼此也在折磨 像当初。

2PM & Girl Generation freak ;))

Family@ PART 2

Life passes so quickly
but some of the memories still leave imprint in my mind..

Imprints that i can never forget..

I look back to the pass , i remember it as if it was yesterday.....

[1] Cousin bro's farewell party

So everybody was at UK now .. Our 'gaoxiu' family still remain the same(i mean our uncle and aunty, kisiao like a small kid-.-)

And my brother going to join u all too on next week C:

So dont worry and too much miss us lah weh,, we will paiseh de *HEHEE*

Lovely abangadik :D

Everybody was so-so-supremely High !

Onion, climb so tall for what ? Hah..

Ongweixiang always like to act cute , but FAIL ,, it's consider WAI

HAH..

The time we were graping the mic HAH :D

Next round coming soon ! :DD

[2] Cousin sis's wedding

She is the first one get married among all of us :D
So we were so super-duper-hyper excited and became very animated when we knew that all of us will be the SISTERS on the wedding !

Kiss/kiss/kiss C:

With underwear Bridegroom :B

Hidden *key* inside the one bowl of the flour

Losing Puzzle

the THEME are FLOWERS & MINICOOPER:D

The wedding dinner :))

The Band

We were in cloud nice always ;))

[3] Trip to portdickson

Same as last time ,

Same story , bout 20 of us stayed at the dorm and our parents stayed at the other dorm :DD

Lets the photo do the talking :)

This buffet just for us and we book the stage just for karaoke and dance !

Spot the stage ? beside the swimming pool :)

'Longpiak'

CRAZY Night !

*Just Move it just move it just move it move it move it*

*Seaside* :))

Posing 0.0

JumpJumpJump!

Ghost face ^___*

Million of twinkling JEWELS can be seen in the black sky !

Too bad the stars hard to capture by camera !

It is real We saw wishing stars!

The prayers =)

The moon makes its appearance adding to the beauty of the stars ! :D

[4] My birthday

I Know it've been very long time ago and already pass
I just want wrote it at my blog as keep it as a souvenir :)


With Family (:

With BFriend (:

Stop Here;;

Wish everyone all the best in this mid-term exam!

Good Night :)

::: " With 2010 finally here I am staring it in the face and embracing it! *