Hurt so bad ..

I learned a lesson in my life.. but I learned it the hard way..
I suffer so much pain.... But I only had myself to blame... I used to keep all my feelings inside..
So hurt to think that you lied to me...
Everyday I feel broken inside but I won't admit... The hurt way down deep inside of me..
Sometimes I just want to hide although I miss you much and much ..
Would you tell me that I was wrong ? ..
Would you help me understand ？ ..

You didn't know the way I feel till now ...

猜不透。

猜不透
你最近是好是坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的戏上了锁..

猜不透..
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过..
无法感受每次触摸
是真的是热的..

如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由..
那我宁愿回到一个人生活..
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口..
那我宁愿对你从没认真过..
到底这感觉谁对谁错....
我已经不想追求..
越是在乎的人越是猜不透........