I'm back. It is funny that I've the mood to update my blog tonight.
Wasn't it easy running wild till I fall asleep...
But why am I here.
It's because of life.
My 18th life , uni life, busy life, making me lose myself from all of them.
I've try hard to enjoy it, experience it, learn it, satisfy it.
Yea, I really do.
Happy and cherish moments when I'd spent my time with my family & friends.
Travelling has become part of my life.
Those remarkable things & days still have the ability and power calling my tears fall in the middle of night.
I know,
It is the tear of missing, happiness and appreciation..
Those oldies always said : No gain No pain
I always marks it inside my heart.
I know everything, I know every life quotes.
and yea, believe me.
I'm just KNEW them & UNDERSTAND them.
But why, why I didn't get used in my life.
Why the h I mood-less right now
Why the h I'm doing shit now
Think twice wasn't good for me, cos I'm the type of girl like to think too much.
Doing day dreams and mindless thinking are my favourite.
Slap me please
Or it's better to advise me not to think even once, do whatever I like.
Yea, Better.
So, ease my mind and heart
There is an evil living on my mind.
I can't fight with him I can't win him.
I'm losing always, always..
I'm not happy today
