Happy ending ?

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead..
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead..
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread..


You were all the things I thought.. I knew..
And I thought we could be..

You were everything, everything that I wanted..
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it..
And all of the memories so close to me just fade away..
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending..

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say..
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they..
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?


All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do..


It's nice to know that you were there..
Thanks for acting like you care..
And making me feel like I was the only one..
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done..

So much for my Happy Ending



This lyrics express my feeling..




Back from Pangkor Island <3
A coincidence ?
I knew to play this song with my guitar..




Stay tuned '

Blame on me ..

Why am i doubting u ..
The proof that u did .. I see through u ..
I cant feel how much u Hurt
What u did..
You Knew it.. I meant it ..




Thanks for acting like u care
And making me feel like that i was the only one ..




MY fault



U just saw ur pain.....

成长的滋味。

这一刻。
想哭。 真的好想。





每个人 在为自己的生活前进
每个人 有不愉快的事
每个人 有自己的解决方法。



不知道..
是逃避 是感触 是领悟 是受伤害。




我只知道..
每个人心里都有一个故事。




友谊不变

HolidaySSSSSSSSS ;D

Hello ;D


I just back from LOT10 and finished chat with ex-classmate..
My family really do like Hush Puppies verymuch..
Ahaa..
Gathering soon ;)


Yeeaaa ;D
Exam finished !
Everyone has a sluggish behavior during this moment for sure.. Included me!
I start my self-holidays now ! Hahaaa..

Allright,
Talked bout how i suffer on the exam's week ya
JKJK ;P

Last last Friday I went to 1u and watched The Proposal ..
Quite funny .. I laugh non-stop in the cinema.. seriously ..
Hahaaa..
I think it might nicer than the harrypotter and transformer ;/
Then ,
Had a high tea time at Sushi Zanmai..
Its suit my taste ; Not bad;]

Then,
a candle-light dinner with bestie at the night
No nahh .. That was a steamboat TIME... ;D
This was the first time we having dinner together..
Appreciate alots .. chit-chat lots as usual but talked nonsense and pointless =/
But i like it .. Hehees ..
No photos on that day ;(


Saturday and Sunday kept study study till my brain explode=[
Had a lavish dinner on Sunday night at The Garden with my family..
As an encouragement maybe ? Hahaaa..
Thailand's food With pictures ;D
I wonder Why the tomyam soup doesn't red in colour ? Ahaa





Tie a Bun hair on that day ;B


Monday morning- revise for exams at Friend's house..
There was the last stage of our preparation for the exam..
Put on a spurt..


The exam weeks started from Tuesday until Thusday ..
I drank many gamba Teh before exam! Ahaa..
But Still I mati on my BC and BM papers ;(


Besides ,
DIGI have an event in these three days in KL area on Friday Sat and Sun..
There only 4 hours for one day ..
So i and my friends work for it again..
This the second time i work ..
We spent the most time on shopping more than working;/
But its really worth doing..
Hehees ..


Last;;

HAPPY HOLIDAYS everyone!!






P/s
Actually this was the Tuesday's post ;/
I hate CAT COPYCAT!!

Smilee ;D

Hehee ;D


Nothing special today ..
Doing add math's exercise and dreaming at class as usual..
Answer a question ; Did a Pipe dream once time ;D
But friends ... Im ok ..
Din upset today..
Just feel depressed..
Thanks for the sincere solicitude..


Having dinner at Restaurant Wongkok with mum and her's friend yesterday night..
Food food ^^





But am not inside the pic ..
Aha..


Tuesday ..
I went to tuision by sitting LRT ..
I did a stupid funny thing ..
Guess what
I wore mask ;/
Its Not because of am the only one who wearing mask ..
the funny joke is i wore it with the wrong way !
I just realize when my friend told me..
I wonder I make a fool and others laugh at me maybe..
Hahaa..



After finished tuision ..
I wait baba at Popular ..
I read the newly-published novels in there ..
And of cause my [gossipgirl] novel
See ;DD



The collection of gg novel !
I gonna buy u someday !


There a foreigner came and talk to me while i reading my gg novel..
I forgot what he said ..
He just keep smile with me..
Suddenly there was a guy i think he having mentally problem..
Keep kacau us at popular..
Its make my flesh crawl !
The foreigner scare till.........
I though he is a man and wont afraid bout it... who knows....
Hahaa..
The popular's staff drive the guy out..
Both of us like a blooming idiot stood at there and keep seeing each other ;/
Then
I said Byebye and rush out to avoid the awkward situation..
Hehehees =P


Besides ..
My class having a big pro again today..
Displin teachers came to my class and scold us again..
This was the second time we get scold by displin teachers ..
But we are united !
35 of us din do addmath sivik Blablablaaa together..
They deduct our marks again..
I think i kena gantung somedays ;(
I left only 2+ ....



By the way ..
Exam just around the corner ..
Study hard yoo everyone !


Add math Biooooo Attack Uuuu !! =B



Friend.... I respect ur decision ...
thank you ..

Simple truth ..

不去想 他们拥有美丽的太阳。
我看见 每天的夕阳也会有变化。


我知道我一直有双 隐形的翅膀。
带我飞 飞过希望。




Suddenly..
I understood a great deal of argument and some simple truth today ..
Comprehend deeply...




Because of you you and youuuu..

Rukun negara

Going Steven red cafe now


Stay tuned =D

Back!

See this !!!!
http://advocateviews.blogspot.com/2009_07_01_archive.html
The video !!!!!!!!!!


Rukun negara
Kepercayaan kepada tuhan
Kesetiaan kepada raja dan negara
Keluhuran perlembagaan
Kedaulatan undang-undang
Kesopanan dan kesusilaan


Can anyone tell me the means of these WORDs?

Tired

I totally no idea right now
slept until 5pm today=\
Why ?


The story started on Friday ..


In the last few days I've no been in a good frame of mind..
My parents not at home from Friday til Saturday..
My lil bro ask me wanna go out for a walk or Sing k after school
I said ; Yesssss for sure ;D


We meet up MsQii on 4 pm ..
Walked around and bought clothes and shoes..
Aha.Yeaaaaa
We are Shopping Queen ;D
Its totally burn up my purse..
Hehe..
We sang until 9pm ;\
This is the third time i went to home very late..

Photo ;D



Saturday ..
Went to school for guitar lesson as usual ..
I took part in a competition which bout some chinese elementary knowledge..
The competition finish at 3pm .
Afterward, me an qii went to yamcha until 6 pm something ..
@____@
What a tired day ..




5522

Gossip Gaang

;)

Yesterday having lunch in pizza hut with bestie..
Chit-chat lots from 1pm something until 4pm =/
There's the time we get together to gossip..
Ahaha ..
But girls .. I do really serious bout what we talked today ..
Seriously
I don care !! I wan !
Dont steal away my dreamssssss ! =P
Hehees.

Since last time 17/7 i think .. We dint attend our school activity (Merentas desa) at titiwangsa
and went to sing k ..
I woke up at 8 am because we decided had Mc breakfast in the early morning==
We started sing from 11am to 2pm ..
Guess what happened
Thats Breakfast included on that hours ==
We don't want to eat anymore because am full..



Wasteeeeeeee

And
We went shopping and spent a lot of money I wasn't planning to ..
And returned fully loaded..
Hehes ..
It Quite fun ;) But a little regret..
I ought to support my class on that day although i don really like sports =(
But well , My class's boys still won honour for our class ..
Ngekngek =b

Pictures ;) *







5522 :)

Craaaazyyy

Guess what ,
I suffered from Cough, Fever, SoreThroat, Vomit and Headache since yesterday.
It make me crazy all the time
TOTALLY CRAZY !!


Because of the stupid flu H1N1
I went to clinic and checked
Its no joke..
I hate medicine
I have to check up again after three days if haven recover yet ..
God bless ..



Last , Happy birthday to my leng lui cousin ONION !
Wish u all best in SPM ..



Stay tuned for the next post ..
the post will be mention bout my family and friends ^^



Stay tuned <3
5522

Nothing i can doo ..

I Do NOTHING in this world ..
I aim a perfection in my life ..
But.. i dint try to do it ..



Xinyu is a foolish..
childish fellow..
eccentric fellow..
simulant ..
pretend that she's consummate happiness..



Im trying to express out why im moody today..
But i cant ..
There are no reason for me to blame..
What can i do is
Blame myself badly ..




Tomorow will be a better day .. right .. ?
come on .. wake up xinyu...
wake up..
are you here ?




5522
Where are u right now ..

My daaaay 。

I feel like i have been slacking off since this month ..
Why am i just feel very sluggish ..
Dull with sleepiness always..

Hmm ;;
Well..
Lets start the article today ;)

The leader ship camp that i have been joined during the past holidays..
Its really full of joy ..
I benefited and learned alot after joining this camp..
Here my group's photos



Beside thats ..



We had a early birthday celebration in sunway lagoon with my bestie last saturday..
Dai dong gua's birthday
Ngek ngeeek =p
Such a happy day..
Hehee
Let pictures do talking
;DD




Allright...
I finished my post today..
Yiting .. stay strong always ..
Im here bside you ..



Orange piggy
I really happy be with u ..
Heheeess...





Study hard all my friends / cousin !
Take good careeee





5522 ;)

Brave new lifee.

a BRAVE new Lifee




As my title
Thr was many thing happened to me ..
especially the Leadership camp that i has been join!
And.....
Hehee


I use to type alots..
Wiill I post some pictures tmr ?
Or the day when i free..
Gegeee x)







A New Chapter And A Brave new life on June for Me
5522 ;)

GGS2 Byebyee ..

Wuuhoooo!!




Chuck Bass !!
U finally said i love u to Blair
You you you...
Killed me now..
Ur's i love u damnnnnn powerful !!



Finally they all graduated ..
GG season 2 finished..
Mayb use to wait ggs3 till next year Or.... ?
Haissssss
Tataaa.. T___T



Tell me why once again .. ;[






You know i'll miss you





xoxo GOssip Girl

Tell me Why why why .

SIGHHH !!

Blair break up with Nate
Without any Reason ..

My Heart totally broke =\

Chuck Bass
U aim at perfection in everything u done to blair..
And determined to make all her dreams come true ..
And I noe it..
Its so sweet..


B
I respect ur decision..



Remember

Love wasnt a Gameee



xoxo Gossiip GIrlll

承诺 价值 。

突然 觉得
你的信息 变的不再有价值...

一直 都珍惜 你的每一封信息..

原来..
我有的 .. 别人也有..



最怕.. 你的承诺 .. 也一样 。



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You know I love you .

Blair Waldolf and Serena Van der Woodsen
Love Blair very much =D


Blair and her boyfriend Nate Archibald
Matchhh =0



Chuck bass
A womanizer
and
a million's A although he is 18 years old right now




Imagine

The dish on what's happening in New York's young , rich and beautiful !!



You know I love you



Xoxo GOssip Girlll

知者 。

我忘了这是第几次..
一见你就无法坚持。





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祝福 .

也曾想过..
若遇见.. 我们该如何是好..
我想.. 我还是会站在某一个街角..
不让你看到...

只因为 我不想打扰..

只因为 怕你解释不了..

只因为 现在你的眼睛里..
她比我还重要...



我只好假装我听不到..
听不到别人口中的她好不好..
不想问.. 也不想被通知到..

反正... 你的世界我管不了。



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梦 。

体贴的人不再追问我..

只说 我也有梦... 你也有梦..
虽然难得 .. 不必心痛....





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幸福 。

我最幸福的事 当过你的天使 ..



我只想看着
你永远幸福。



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鱼....

This post had been Deleted ..
Thanks for everyone's comments..


Stil the same..
Family n Friends are part of my soul..
Wish all of u in a pink of health..

Onion..
Tag le oso wont come true d..


All the mysteries pls far away from me now...

To A person who mean alot to me ..

Its hard to find the words to say how much u mean.....
I have many wishes are fondly meant for u ..
But.. I din had the courage send it to u...
God....
Thank you for sending me someone whose heart is good ...
Someone whose faith encourages me in both good and bad times.....
Really..
Thank you...
For those who as nice as u are few and far between...
U had given me a love more wonderful than i ever dreamed possible...
Am thankful that god led us to each together...
I noe..
Im a bad girl..
Said such thing to u..
Mayb.. It might make each problem disappear..
Or .. mayb.. We are not friend anymore..
But.. I dont care.. Im stil bside u.. Stand by u..
Things may change...
But..
My heart wont be change forever..
Will u understand me......

I jus wanna say...
U are the one that mean the most to me ..
No matter what we be...
Of all the happy memories that i keep within in my heart.....
Sorry....
And thank you...

我们就到这...

对的错的.. 做了选择.. 故事说到这..
只是过去的甜蜜太过深刻..
要多久才能够褪色..
好的坏的.. 做了选择.. 我们就到这..
纵然会难以割舍又能如何...
说好了.. 这个时刻不互相指责...

爱情的转折比想象中的坎坷...
感情的怨怼拉扯牢牢捆绑着..
有些裂痕你无法去... 却只能舍得..

爱的恨的.. 做了选择.. 我们就到这..
就让我曾爱过的记忆深刻...
其他的... 就此放手.. 微笑的带过.......

用一段感情换一个朋友.... 每一句再见割一道伤口....

你拯救我的寂寞.. 我的痛.. 我的梦....
在你的面前... 我不必保留..
你的好.. 你的坏...
我的脾气你最懂.....
我不要你来心疼我...
明天的以后我们会懂...
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟..
我对你感觉胜过爱情...
因为有你.. 给我勇气... 给我用不完的运气..
其实也想好好爱你...
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心........

爱情总让人折磨...
所以我才选择做比情人更好的朋友........

Apologize..

如果真诚是一种伤害..
我选择谎言..
如果谎言是一种伤害..
我选择沉默...
如果沉默是一种伤害...
我选择离开.....

I dont care what u have done ..
Really ... Wont care..
Touch.. Deeply touched by what u done for me u noe ...
U have done many thing to me ...
I'm not a good girl u noe ...
U noe ... ?
Really ....
I hate myself ..
Am a selfish person ! Selfish ...
U not surpose to love me ...
I protect myself even donoe i will hurt u alots...
Sorry... sorry...
Don ask me why ...
Pls ....

I am a fool .. Without a soul ..

你快乐就好.. 为什么要我感觉到..
我始终没有勇气面对你.. 想逃 却逃不了..
傻一点也好.. 其他的我不想知道..

一帘幽梦..

我坚持的 都值得坚持吗..
我所相信的 就是真的吗.. ?
如果我赶追求.. 我就敢拥有吗 ..?
而如果都算了.. 不要呢..

或许吧 或许我永远都不要遇见他..
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧....

属于我的昨天之前的结局 我决定我的决定..
属于我的明天之后的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信..
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记..
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情.. 我们再一起努力..

属于风的 那就去飞翔吧..
属于海洋的 那就汹涌的..
属于我们的爱.. 该来的就来吧..
如果不敢呢.. 不要呢.. ?

是他吧.. 命中早就注定了的那个他..